Sitting with a her today as we dealt with the complexities of a language defined by others and left to us to master, i found how life had changed her from the carefree girl she once was to a tense and thoughtful lady. Not that she was not thoughtful or she was not mature but this was a face of life which she would have survived even if she did not see it.

Well now that she has seen it there is no escaping the harsh realities of it. Then i thought, wasn't i going through the same when i was her age. She is at least not being bound. i was bound! i am... she too is but at least she is not bottling up.
We spoke of so many things but the words kept revolving around the dying sun of a lost relation. Cant replace your lose nor can i wish that you get back what you have lost... i have learnt that we don't think when we have got things from life and the happiness if any is quite short lived. But when it comes to moments washed with tears our mind starts to toil to see a hint of greenery in the lands long barren and devoid of any life.
Try not to hard child... move on! keep your spirits high... for thou shalt surely receive what thou deserve!

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Letter to the lost!

Some times in life, you love someone and know that the person loves u the same. But you are helpless... bound by distance and bound by relations. Today I have know, not that I did not know the pain of being away from your loved one. But today I knew that it could take out the meaning out things you do in your life regularly. Some where some thing told me as I kept thinking that this is perhaps just an obsession and nothing more than that. Tried with all my will and power to push it away but in no way could I push away the love that kept emerging.

Life has put me in the same stand only some time back and I was moving at the same stand myself again and that too with neck break speed. It was difficult to get away from it and I cannot take a second blow at the same place twice or so I feel.

Yes this mail contains a lot of I which is quite unlike me. Even I can feel it but cant help it. If I don’t think of this "I" then may be soon enough I will not be a part of the We that I strive for.

Kept saying that something is wrong! I checked my universe to see if someone was not ok, just forgot to check myself...