How do i land up surprising myself every time i think that nothing can scathe me let alone hurt me... but can't really say that, can i? these people that i speak of here are all that i have left. it might be surprising that such a small communion of people take up all my life.
Life seems so content, at this moment. A loving mother, a dotting father, the love of my life so close to me & a sister who is nothing less than my life herself. It can keep this illusion up for a while if i tried hard enough but then my mind fatigues and just gives up shatters the fragile string of images into a million pieces. Not that the love won't stay but it will fade for sure and will be lost. i am happy about all the love that i am getting at this moment but what hurts is the prospect of all of it being snatched away in moments when i am the weakest.
Yes, i will live again and i will be up and smiling. Yes all will be fine and there will be things that will be of greater importance and urgency at a later point of time but i wanted to put what i was feeling now so that later when i see this note, i remember what life was and what i had. for the future that will be a present some time to remind me all that i have at present that will soon be the past.
love you ma
love you baba
love you dadabhai
love you swapna
love you kanna
love you all...
P.S.: There are other people who are worth a mention and who are really special and who i love but though i can't quantize what i feel but surely its less. Raj, Atul, Sreeti, Roma & Tuki. Love you guys too. May it will be very late by the time you see this post or you might just not see it ever but i will love you. i know i will because i always have whether you were near or far!
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