The Wall...

10 minutes ago while taking bath (one of the most delayed bath in my life time i guess to date) and out of nowhere materialized in my mind "A WALL". where it came from and why i don’t know but this wall i knew. i have known it all my childhood but why now. what was my mind thinking about? i tried to reason.

this was the wall which stood as a sign of something that i could never cross, never conquer, it was just a sign of wait. as my elder siblings just took off and i waited on the same side, staring at the breaking off tar layer, the shoots of a tree that never made it, the flutter in my stomach as i heard all of them squeal. i so longed to just look over.

one day i thought that i had grown enough and i tried. tried to go over while i was alone, never thought how i would come back, that is if i could ever make it in the first place. scratched and a painful bum was all that i had left when i entered home that night.

but why did i see it today? was there anything that it symbolizes today in my life? i did cross the hurdle, i did get across but why today?