it was a rather long week end with ailments chasing me to bed and then finally leaving me with gifts of physical pain and agony. well it will all go as everything does in my case :)
On Sunday afternoon my neighbor's mom who is about 60years old took ill and there was no one there who could make her agree to go to the hospital. mom said that i was like her son and then i got one of the most painful of look that i have seen in my life time. she said, "ya, now that my son and daughter are gone, he must be my son...". it was painful for her... i could see that. she was having trouble breathing and she hadn't slept in 4 days. finally on my persuasion she agreed to go to the hospital.
on reaching the hospital, once she was a little relaxed she called me by her son's name. it hurt to see her in such a pathetic situation. then my thoughts immediately turned to my own home. all these years i tried to be near mom and dad. tried looking after them inspite of all the parent-child conflicts that be have between us... but for how long... i will go away one day then what?who will look after my ma & pa! what happens if i do something happens to me who will take care of them and see to it that they are OK?
aah... its too scary to think about! got to go... will game today or take ma & pa to auntie at the hospital and again start working on my MS thesis from tomorrow.
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