how are you

the urge to speak about you is so high, some days. there are things i do and then inadvertently i feel like saying with you i used to do it this way or this is the way it was. we did so much together, that everything i do, somewhere my mind wanders to the time we spent together.
but who do i speak about you to. i don't know a soul in my life who would give a second thought about you. you accompany me as a ghost but some people, well, everyone fails to see it. i am sure everyone, i move with, thinks that i have forgotten about you and that you are just a figure from my past. truth is, i still live in it sometimes. trying really hard not to live in those moments past but then it was my life for a long time and it takes a lot to break away from it.
i am sure that your life, however it might be, must be new and very demanding. you might never read this entry but if you do, know that i wish the best for you and always will. you will remain to be my closest ally and like all those who have walked on, leaving me to tread my own path, you will not be forgotten and time and again during times of anguish and happiness, you shall be thought of and remembered.