As you went away!

A textual rendition of a voice recording made on a lonely drive back home after bidding farewell to a dear one.

I do not know how they give you away... Decide a definitive time when you will leave them. Go away, may be forever. 

I couldn't!! I cried, I cried my heart out. 

It's painful you know... In travelling the streets that we travelled together. Looking in the rear-view mirror, thinking that if i looked hard enough maybe i could see you in the darkness, smiling back at me.

I don't know. I am not sure of myself any longer. "Wanted you so much! Why aren't you mine?", is a question that lingers now.

In a night when i would never expect to be with you, this silly mind hopes that you should be with me, as you travel far away. How far i do not know but my heart surely feels the distance. It's painful, I really do not know how to let you go! I couldn't, I never will be able to... Love you!

- June 15 2009 - As you went away!

 Love you all... Hope we all stay together! Woo... that is such a naive thought!