I am back...!!!

mobiles charge in a jiffy in these modern age but not human beings... the so-seeming irreversible drain that struck me while undergoing the emotional turmoil seems to have had a not-so-fatal a effect on me after all.
its proof enough that i sit here typing away with no emotion what so ever in my heart to show that me charged! life seems calm as far as i can see... i always used to blame her that she indulges in self imposed isolation... then like everything our relation had taught me, i decided to give it a try! it works like a charm man!!!
ya its more like running away from responsibility and acting like it never existed but it did the trick. gave me my life back... atleast i can smile now and the lines on my head have ceased to exist though my hair line sadly keeps on receding :D
but am i running away from myself... 3 sleepless nites, a broken mobile phone and countless punches on the mute wall later, if anything i think i know i love myself. what a self centered homosapien this, u think but then that is what i am!
Those who know me closely know i always say these line[some say its my favorite piece of literature...hmmm], i say, "For those who leave, its a new place, new people and a new life. Its a challenge everyday so they forget the pain of leaving those who remain to see them leaving.
But for those who remain its the same life, same day and same nite, the same group of people but all minus U. when you leave there is nothing to remind you of the times spent in the past but for those who remain every minute is a reminder of the missing U. every place that we were together and every thing that we did. Now that those times are gone the ghost haunts! so it pains those who remain!!!"
now thinking that may be all that i said was crap! its only that you have to let go and start living! there is so much beyond the pangs of pain that arise in the heart of those left behind... there is all the world waiting which we were blinded to when she was in front!
hey who said that i am speaking about her :D its about me... it will take time coz she is a part of what i am. but then though there are a thousand pieces of me to join i am trying to leave out the pieces with her name on them. The gaping hole in my soul will be big enough to see but thinking that smaller and delicate voids have been filled before... this must take time but surely its going away too :)