i had promised her that when i get drunk or intoxicated then i would come straight to her.... thought that i would fulfill my promise but science showed me my place.... head is feeling so light... drugged after a long time... cant even meet eyes with my folks, feeling very light headed. Cant see what is in front of me... its like a haze. even the very words that i type seem to be whispered in my ears.
last time i remember i had this feeling was way back in my intermediate. Gosh i cant believe i spent half my salary on something so small. yet he had promised that i wouldnt be myself when i take it. i would forget everything. but only that the feelings are coming back strongly. what is happening? called my sister up but she was having her own life...
have to go and have dinner. dont know if i can possibly move from this chair that i sit on now. its a natures grace that they are not at home and i will be long dead before they come back. ah its feeling better afeter i have written these words. now what do i need... i need to eat and sleep. that is all my body desires....
if you cant kill it, break it :D
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