Still happy!

well here i am this morning. cant believe how much i have laughed in the last 24hrs! nothing seemed remotely capable of corrupting my happiness... if it was because i was so elated after the drug or was it just that i had slept well in over a year that nite... i have no idea of the cause.

nothing... i am surprised nothing could touch my happiness... how much have i wanted such a state of euphoria, i have always tried to attain it but never was actually even close to preserving my happiness from myself. i always would want to share the happiness and land up diluting it so much that happiness was happiness no more.

Yesterday when i contained my own happiness and acted as i willed i was happier than ever. everyone i met said i was acting odd but there was no way i felt different. it was like everyday but everything seemed colored in a bluish ting. so everything seemed so much very warm and comforting.

i had lost the sense of beauty in the things that surrounded me. i have just got to finish my work from now and enjoy my life. my life is so good. i don't want to make it any better. hey i watched a movie called "Stranger than fiction." nice movie that... worth a watch :)

i am still feeling happy and smiling. though i have not spoken to anyone but i want to speak and laugh. he he he... naughty me.

what am i going to do today , i have no idea but i just hope feverently that this mood persists. hey, i am not missing my broken mobile too. i had thought that i would miss it by habit but surprisingly while i was typing the first passage of this post, i saw it from the corner of my eye and gave a naughty smile and packed it away to the bottom most drawer of my table to keep my folks guessing its whereabouts. :D i almost rolled over laughing thinking that they must be imagining it on my pocket or under my pillow and mom making sudden and unannounced entries into my room to catch me unaware looking into my phone but failing to find any such evidence.

think that such an activity gave mom some purpose to live and she was so hell bent upon saving the day i mean saving me from "her" tyranny that she almost got happy when she found me doing something related to her. Feel sad for her but at the same time i have this sarcastic smile smudged across my face. OMG i am so mean and down right evil.... great, just the combination i desired. My friend called up and spoke to me about the crap that i am piling away on this page. he actually got inspired enough to write a counter to my postings. well he is on sea rite now so it will be a while before i can actually see his master piece and then wonder what cord i must have struck in him to defend all the Na-Raha-Indian clan.

Me feeling sleepy... Frnds dropping in about 30mins. Let me catch some sleep before i go on a laughter ride again. I think my stomach is going to burst for sure this time over :) hope this wish of mine comes true... oh you thought that i was afraid of my stomach bursting while i laugh. no my darling you got it wrong.... i want it that way :D

P.S.: After breaking my phone i am making quite a few calls from the land line. Hey seems like landline services have improved a hell-alot from the time i started using my cell phone. But the bill i must have accumulated will also be big and i think my folks will kickmass when the grand bill arrives. Well me waiting for the day... ha ha ha... i am getting so EVIL. Me luving it!!!!